When you lose someone, someone you love and he breaks your heart it’s one of the hardest things you could ever go through. No matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think you’re getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again. All at once, like a stab in the chest, you fall apart for the hundredth time and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out.
But it’s not like it matters anyway. At the end of the day you’re still thinking about the person who left you completely broken. You don’t want to miss him anymore, you don’t want to love him anymore; but you know you always feel something to him.